Phase 2: Staying here

Three months after I vacated my beloved one bedroom apartment and sold my car to return to Holland for the summer, I am back on Maui for the fourth time. What next?

Each time I return, it’s different.

The first time I came to visit my sister in Pukalani for three weeks in 1999. [Pukalani means a hole in the sky.] The second was to give a concert at Makawao Union Church. [Makawao means the edge of the forest.] The CD of that December 2007 concert has since been produced from my apartment in Wailuku this past January on my third visit. [Wailuku means water of destruction.] That 3rd visit was Phase 1: Getting here to find out how to return.

I consider my fourth arrival on this tropical island the second phase, i.e. how to stay here.

Breakfast in Kahului, 22 August 2011

Breakfast in Kahului, 22 August 2011

I try to wake up at dawn. Breakfast is easily made: a boiled egg, fresh cut pineapple, toasted bagel or bread with home-made jam, and an Italian Lavazzo espresso coffee with hot milk. I start my “Morning Pages,” writing in long hand, downloading whatever clutter is still on my mind. The point is to leave the clutter and chaos behind and come to a clean space to focus on how to stay here.

Thereafter, I open Julia Cameron’s book “The Vein of Gold,” a subject my writing teacher in Leiden (Netherlands) first introduced to me in 2008. When I saw the book among the many books on art and creativity in my 86-year old friend’s collection recently, I just had to borrow it. Hopefully reading and following the exercises will free me to express myself again.

How does one stay here? I got the job. Now I need a car.

Without a car, it’s nearly impossible to be spontaneous. I become dependent on others to get from A to B, or resort to looking in a small area in Kahului where I am temporarily based. Incidentally Kahului means “the winning.” For most Americans, getting a car is not a big deal. I’ve been wrestling with a huge resistance and hesitation to launch full force into getting a car. After spending months decluttering and getting rid of my possessions in the Netherlands, the last thing I want to do is to go on a spending spree and acquire a big air-polluting object on wheels.

The other resistance to owning a car comes from having lived in London and the Netherlands for many years where a car is not necessary.

But I do need another place to live. Do I need a car to find a  home?


About BLOGmaiden

As one of the earliest bloggers (since 1999), I enjoy meeting people who embrace "out-of-the-box" thinking and fear not the unknown. I believe in collaboration for sustainability because it increases stakeholder value.
This entry was posted in accommodation, journey and tagged , , , , , , . Bookmark the permalink.

2 Responses to Phase 2: Staying here

  1. Susanscribes says:

    Fantastic way to start the day. I am ready to get back into my morning pages again!

  2. BLOGmaiden says:

    Tips from a barber on how to stay here in Maui as told by Ray Tsuchiyama in his blogs for Maui News:

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: Logo

You are commenting using your account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s